I don't think I can ever tell her....

I have never done anything with a female before, but I just have this strong feeling that I have more than friend feelings for my female friend. I really would just like to take her on a date and kiss and see how things go. I am married to my husband tbough and she has a boyfriend. Idk how her boyfriend feels about her with a female or if she is even interested at all in females or me, but i know my husband is ok with me being into them and doing things with them. I don't dare tell her for fear of thing our friendship. And because I come from a very LDS family and I am worried that if they ever found out that would want nothing to do with me... 😞