He threw away my milk 😩😭

My husband, daughter and I are across the state for a short vacation. I brought some frozen milk and I've also been pumping. We are towards the end of our trip and we are out of frozen milk so we have been relying on my pumping.

We went out on the town last night and I drank alcohol. This morning, I pumped 12 ounces!! However, hubby was so fucking paranoid that there was alcohol in the milk that he literally snatched it out of my hands and dumped it down the sink. With no milk for our daughter. None.

He doesn't trust me as a mother. At all. I'm also a nurse. I know the human body and I know more than he does about being a mother. I'm incredibly pissed off, hurt, and freaked out that I can't supply for my daughter until we get home tomorrow night. I might have to get formula but she has never had formula and I can't stand the thought of her having a reaction away from home. I needed to vent. I'm so upset.