Plss help ladies... faint line or nothing


Last night i cant help it but do the test and it came negative... because i have feel most of the symptoms frequent urinate swollen boobs sore nipples cramps pelvic pain always thirsty tired sleepy nauseus but i got BFN but then when i walk up this morning ti check and this was i saw im confused my AF due on the 12th... make me think again crazy cant help it feeling nervous and excited since i miscarriage last year april and my partner is working overseas just few months we can do it... the first pic was the negative.,. Plss help me and thank you in advance... God bless us all