Anyone else feel like a moo cow? 🐄

I'm due in a week and I've gained 50 freaking pounds during my pregnancy! My starting weight was 130 and at my last appointment on Friday I weighed in at a whopping 181 pounds! Good god. I'm trying to love my body and remind myself that it's just pregnancy weight, but now I'm afraid I'll struggle to loose it once I give birth. I just feel like a damn whale in every aspect 😂 nothing fits over my giant belly anymore, I just want to feel like myself again! 😓