The only one...

I have 3 cousins that I am extremely close with. We are all within 6 years in age, and I am the second oldest. The oldest is 25 weeks pregnant, the next youngest after me is 16 weeks, and I just found out the youngest is also pregnant. I am the only one that isn't a fertile myrtle and can get pregnant right away. This is killing me. I was okay when is was just the first two, but finding out today that the youngest is pregnant just kind of sent me over the edge. I am excited for all of them, but can't help but be sad for me, too.