I give up.

After trying for just over a year, I quit. I can't keep feeling like a failure and I throw in the towel. It makes me sad but not as sad as the constant failure I feel every month. I spent my first 35years trying to avoid pregnancy and well, congrats... I've made it to 39yrs. Tomorrow I'll delete Glow and keep it moving. Life awaits without the constant reminder of female inadequacy. Good night.