It doesn't feel real! I don't FEEL pregnant!! But two BFPs.

This month our chances were sooo low because of timing and I even thought the first must be a false positive or something was wrong with the test. Took another four hours later and still positive. I don't take any fertility medications, just pre natal vitamins, but I do take xanax once in awhile for panic attacks (which stops now) and I did take one yesterday. Could that cause two false positives the next day? I don't FEEL pregnant. Just very light camping/pulling in uterus that's very faint. This is so hard to believe!!