Had a Fetal Echocardiogram today. We showed up and were seen 45 minutes early. Right off the bat the tech made an under-the-cover racist statement about my last name. Cause it's very European and I'm obviously not. My baby would not cooperate (first time this has happened and we've had a lot of ultrasounds already) so the tech kept calling him names. She kept saying he was stubborn and lazy. She had me jumping up and down. She kept complaining on and on. DH and I were so sick of her. I was so pissed. It took me 3.5 years to get pregnant and this cunt is calling my baby names? No one has control over what my baby does. If she can't handle an uncooperative fetus she should find another profession!

It is now 10pm, five hours since we left that office and I am so bothered by today's experience. I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. I just feel like crying.