Not baby related, but FREAKING out 😒

je

I clogged my ear with wax when I cleaned my ears with a q tip, which I know not to do because q tips always clog my ears up by pushing wax even further down. I've been literally deaf in my left ear for 3 days, it hurts so badly and I've tried peroxide and I feel like it's not reaching down to where the build up is. I've had my ears irrigated at the doctor before but it hurts my ear drums, and since it hurts so badly now I'm dreading having to go to urgent care because it's going to be so painful when they do it. Is there any other way that's worked for anyone? The constant pain and not being able to hear is driving me CRAZY!