I wake up every morning more in love with you than the day before. We aren't even really married yet but we call each other wives because it feels right and waiting for the wedding is killing us. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I do not deserve you at all. I'm so afraid I'm going to hurt you. I'm so afraid I'm going to resort to my old habits and do something to lose your trust. Everyday I'm actively reminding myself to not be promiscuous. And I'll remind myself every day for the rest of my life. I Will never forgive myself if I mess this up. I love you so much.