Afraid to test

Morris
Hey ladies, here's my story. I got mirena removed December, had a period in January then February 13th I found out I was pregnant! My DH and I were so excited. But unfortunately I experienced my first MC February 28, I was just hours shy from being 7w. Ever since then we've been TTC and every month was a heartbreak for me. By May/June I started to give up 😔. But this month according to my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period tracker</a> my period was due to come the 11th and my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">ovulation tracker</a> said it was due to come the 14th, I have yet to welcome my lovely AF. But after the MC I'm scared to test, idk if I'd rather not know till I'm past the point of the risk or know and just pray. Please help.