confused

I just posted about my husband and how he was treating me like shit and calli mg me a shitty mom and I was looking for some support. when I went to look at the comments it's gone. says failed to load. can they delete your posts?? Someone says they are thinking about killing themselves which I how I feel and want some encouragement since no one is there for me and it gets deleted? wow I guess no one dies care. oh well bye