So i'm in a relationship with a girl. We don't go to same school (we are both in high school) and we used to date abt 2 years ago till I moved schools and my parents found out about 2 months in the relationship and told me to break up with her or they'd make me move schools. So I pretended i did, texted them saying "i hope you're happy bc i'm not" and yeah. But i was secretly seeing her bc what they dont know wont kill them lol. So in the summer, they still moved schools and some other stuff happened which caused us to break up and not talk to each other for a year and something months. I mean there were some conversations here and there but she would always say she had to. We fell in love the first time we dated and been in love since. Anyways my parents thought it was a phase. That i'm doing it al for attention. When they said this they brought up my depression, anxiety, my cutting. All that. But they thought its just a phase but they wont let me talk. They dont trust me at all. Anywaysss, we have been dating for almost 6 months (1/19/17❤️) and I still barely see her. But last time I saw her was Fourth of July thanks to her friend. When my mom dropped me off, they were waiting outside for me and my mom made a u-turn and stared at my girl then when she stopped the car she turned to me and said "i know about your little friend." And i was like "what friend?" Acting all confused and shit bc i dont know how she'll react if she knew I was lesbian. And then she was like "your little friend. The one you've been seeing" and i had to act so confused. And a few months back i asked her "what if i was talking to a girl? Would you be okay with that?" And she said "i dont know." So i asked why. Then she said that there has been a lot of hate towards the LGBT+ community and she doesn't want me to be exposed to that stuff but I already been hated all my life so it doesn't matter. But when she told me that on 4th of July, she seemed mad. Like she doesnt want me to be gay. And i know my dad doesn't support and I honestly sorta dont care what my dad thinks. He made me insecure of my body so. But all i want is my mom to approve and meet my girlfriend but I don't think that will ever happen. And sometimes i feel that i'm not the daughter my parents want and it makes me want to cut myself. But they took everything away from me. They dont trust me anymore. They go through my room and take stuff. They have taken like 6 lighters from when I used to smoke. Now i use them to light candles. Idk. Maybe im over reacting but all I want is to be accepted. (Heres some pictures of me and my girl aha)