Confession

Emily • Columbia College class of ‘23

I know this isnt a confession app but i need someone to tell this to who doesnt personally know and cant judge me. About 2 weeks ago i tried to kill myself, i overdosed on hydroxyzine and was considering laying in the road and waiting for a car to come. This post wont end with a happy ending, besides me not being dead... i feel terrible that my depression was so bad that i felt the need to leave this life but i dont know how i can fix it