My rant for the month

Well, according to GLOW I should be starting my period in 2 days. The last 2 days have been almost unbearable. My emotions are all over the place! I snap at someone for no reason, then like 2 mins later I'm laughing at myself bc of how mean I just was. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I cry at getting my feelings hurt, reading something sappy, watching a commercial that ends well! Ugh... I'm so disgusted! Haha :D And when I catch myself being hormonal like that, I think (fleetingly) "am I?" then immediately try to dismiss it bc "you're not supposed to think about it" then I get all emotional about that too... These past few months feel like they've been agony. We've been trying baby #2 for almost a yr now and with me having pcos, I'm worried. The first bit of trying though I must admit, I was fine bc we were casually trying... But like I said the last 3 months feel like they've been 2 yrs! And I feel like blaming it all on keeping track of everything. So I will! Lol sorry for not being completely positive, I added some Smiley's and haha, lols :)