endometriosis and ttc

Kai

i still have never been pregnant and I'm concerned that's one of the signs of endometriosis plus these periods are leaving me incapacitated and in pain. its been taking a toll on me emotionally and psychologically . i been desperate for a baby for long time . now im prepping to see a specialist and get down to it once and for all. i need to be at peace with it to know if i can't or can have a baby so that i can stop hoping and trying and just deal. My heart aches everyday seeing the pregnant girl at work or anyone else enjoying motherhood.