my relationship is gone

I wish I could cry to my mom. I wish I could cry to my sisters. But instead I'm hiding my emotions and holding everything in. I live with my parents with my husband. And there's no way of fixing this broken marriage anymore. I called him out on him sending a picture to a "friend" he was messaging, to which he lied to me about talking. He brought things up from the past that I've said and done(no cheating involved) and told me the reason we're back with my parents is because of me. Reason we can't save is again because of me. I'm 38 weeks. And he finally brought his true feelings out. I told him he can leave when the baby gets here or if he could get a place elsewhere. He replied that he should've never wasted his time with me. That he should've listened to everyone and not go back with me. He told all of his friends/ family I cheated. Which I didn't. It makes me sad because my baby's going to be born soon. And here I am. Not knowing what's going to happen. I can't tell my family anything or they'll judge him. I feel stuck. Hurt. Broken.