German crush

Hey I am 15 and this weekend we met a German orchestra who were really nice! But I have a massive crush on one of the germans but he is 20! He's so nice though and didn't realise I was 15 until a few days into the trip. But yesterday was their last night and we had a party to say goodbye. But he fell ill so couldn't go so I didn't get to say goodbye!

I'm crazy I know cuz he's 20 and in Germany but I really want to stay in contact and I'm really sad I didn't get to say goodbye. 😭😂😍🇩🇪🇬🇧