It's killing me

So I'm 4 days late and I'm never late. But I never have a positive home test until I'm 2+ months. So know I have to sit here until next week bc I have a doctor appt (was already set up for other stuff). I'm hoping I can get a positive from them. I really do think I'm going to die bc I still have 7 days until then. And to top it all off I don't want to tell the fake hubby until I'm 100% sure lol. But at least I can tell my 3 year old bc he doesn't really yet. So let's hope I don't get my period