Return of the Fibroids

I'm so devastated 😔 I had a myomectomy in October- just 9 months ago. I was 5 months pregnant June 2016 and went into labor because of the pain from the fibroid. So I had them removed. I was given the green light to TTC in February just 5 months ago and of course I haven't gotten pregnant yet. I go to the doctor for a sonogram because I've been having abdominal pain and low and behold--- TWO FLIPPING FIBROIDS!! Seriously!!? I'm 37 I don't have time for this shit!!! I'm ready to give up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I just wanted a baby 😔