Please help me...

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I'm at currently undergoing workplace abuse and I've tried everything.

Tell my boss, check. Talk to supervisor, check. Multiple times of both. Tried being vague, nice, descriptive, and even pushy towards the end. Nothing. Eye rolls and being interrupted and told to stop talking about those things...

Withdraw from conversations, check. Be more friendly, check. Help more, check. Help less, check. Kiss ass? Even done that. Be assertive, nope!

Like today me and the new guy sat there and did morning assignments while the girl sat on Skype messenger the whole time and bitched at us. Especially me, even while I did her portion that she refused to do (if I didn't we'd either get in trouble or the brand new guy would have to double HIS work).

I worked on a huge stack of papers, making sure they're imaged, scanned, fixed the ones that weren't, organized them by date, and created two new full binders of said documents, and loan documents. Took me HOURS. What did they do? Nothing. The whole time they ALL sat there on Facebook, on their phones, watched YouTube videos together. Even the supervisor. They let calls ring through unless I answered them, tried to push customers off on me, while I was OBVIOUSLY working on documentation.

Not only this but I'm constantly getting teased and even bullied. They talk about me on our business Skype system so I can't "hear" what they say, though I can see it. One constantly rolls her eyes, sasses, berates and even called me a bitch last month. My supervisor will follow me around and mock me like I'm "retarded" (hate that word). Making sounds that sound like a disabled person "HUHHHH UHHHH UUHHH" while slapping his wrist on his chest (think Trump). Not only that, but he keeps going to the manager and telling her things that are lies. Like that I'm doing this or that, and maybe part of it is true, but he selectively leaves out information and embellishes other information so it looks like I'm not doing my job! So then I get pulled in the office every other day to get in trouble. I'm going to get written up when I'm the only one doing crap! And no one will listen to me!

I'm getting panic attacks, nightmares, my depression is plummeting and my relationship is suffering because I am constantly bullied and no one will do anything and nothing I try will work. I'm so desperate to find relief. I feel like I'm being stripped of my dignity and humanity every single day. It's literally brought me back to my feelings of suicide that I used to have!! We're adults, so why is this happening to me? Why do I deserve this?