My heart is completely torn. The guy I love all of a sudden doesn't want anything to do with me. He's so much happier now that we barely talk. I'm told to move on but it's so hard. I barely want to get out of bed. There's another girl he talks to (who doesn't like him in that way) who was a problem with me despite me never talking to her. I wish we could talk like we used to. I miss him, y'all.