So a couple of weeks ago I got drunk for the first time with my friend. It was honestly amazing. I felt like I was a totally different person, one who isn't afraid of anything, and honestly I was the person I had always aspired to be. Ever since then, I haven't been able to stop thinking about getting drunk, and how I want to do it again. Like every time anyone near me is drinking alcohol I want to take it from them and drink it myself. Is this normal or am I thinking about this too much? I'm 15 btw.