Lied to my friends about my virginity

So my friends are the party type and ever since ive had my first boyfriend and we broke up they constantly asked if I lost my virginity, I would alway reply no, I dont wanna do it yet, but they always asked me. So eventually I made up a guy and told them I lost it, they freaked and I told them details that I learned from a random porn site, but as time goes on I feel bad about lying and I kinda wanna loose my V card for real but ive heard it hurts and the it sucks and I dont want it to hurt, I'm a total wimp, and I dont want it to suck, I'm a major romantic. Will I ever find the right guy? And what should I do about this guilty feeling eating at me about lying about losing my v card?

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Ja

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i wanted to wait and i lied that i had done it too because everyone else had but i waited for the right guy who came along when i was 17 i made him wait a month to prove he wanted more than that he respected me he was gentle with me and it didnt hurt at all we just took our time we actually ended up having slow gentle sex all night and 12 years later im married to him. theres no rush you will know when its right