So my friends are the party type and ever since ive had my first boyfriend and we broke up they constantly asked if I lost my virginity, I would alway reply no, I dont wanna do it yet, but they always asked me. So eventually I made up a guy and told them I lost it, they freaked and I told them details that I learned from a random porn site, but as time goes on I feel bad about lying and I kinda wanna loose my V card for real but ive heard it hurts and the it sucks and I dont want it to hurt, I'm a total wimp, and I dont want it to suck, I'm a major romantic. Will I ever find the right guy? And what should I do about this guilty feeling eating at me about lying about losing my v card?