So I've been thinking about getting pregnant for a while now. I haven't been blatantly trying to or anything but it keeps crossing my mind. My boyfriend and I had a pregnancy scare a while back and at the time, the almost news was unexpected and scary. The more I thought about, the less scary it got and I couldn't help getting a bit of baby fever. I couldn't help but secretly hope I might have been. Had I been, which fortunately and unfortunately I was not, my boyfriend told me he would have asked my to abort. I had told him I wouldn't and now I wonder if he would have or did secretly hope I was pregnant like I did. I'

m still young and unmarried. I'm not even engaged or in a long term relationship. Everytime I lay down or go on this app, I think about it. I'm ready to be a mom. Ik my parents would be unsupportive of me (my father has very strong views and I'm estranged from my mother) and I'm not even sure if I'm with my future husband. (But fingers crossed I lock this one down 💕) I have a severe case of baby fever and need help! Thoughts, opinions, advise please!?!?!