How did you get through the gestational week that you lost your last baby?

I had a missed miscarriage this past March. I was 11 weeks when my body started miscarrying, but the baby had stopped growing at week 8.

I'm happily pregnant again and today I'm exactly 8 weeks along. I've had one appointment and an ultrasound at 6 weeks which showed a healthy heartbeat, but I saw a heart beat with my last baby too. My next appointment is in a couple of weeks, but I'm terrified that things will repeat themselves this week. I wish I could look in there and check on my little bun and know that everything is okay.

Any rainbow moms who went through/are going through the same thing? How did you cope?