Feeling really discouraged 😔💔

I've been logging in 🗣ALLLLL THESE "SYMPTOMS" I've been having🙄🤦🏽‍♀️ thinking ohhhhhh this is the month!!! Thinking Ohhhhh shhhiiiizzzlleeee snap it's my RAINBOW BABY 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈 Af due today😒😒 took a test...and you know what!!!!! It was a BFN😤😤😡😡 Then 2 hours later....BOOM💥💥....I felt like I had the Red Sea down there💀💀💀 My husband and I have been trying for our rainbow baby for 5 months now since our "Missed "Miscarriage" I honestly just want to give up...I just want to get knocked up already🤰🏽💕✨🙄👶🏽🍼🤷🏽‍♀️