Really horny, but not sure if I should get some?

Anyone else really horny right now? My husband and I are going through some issues, and it's taken a toll on our sex life. I found out he was sexting his ex about a month ago. He did it out of spite, we were facing some issues, and instead of working things out with me, he used her as an outlet. I decided to try and work things out between us, but sex is weird now. It's like, that dick is the same dick you just offered to your side hoe.

I'm trying to get over it. I want sex so bad, I want him, but I feel like I'd be rewarding bad behavior.

To ride his face, or not to ride his face? That is the question.