Fed up

We are struggling with infertility on my husbands side, going on 3 years of TTC. Found out we need to pursue IUI and then IVF if that fails.

I do really well most days to just be positive and try to have faith that I AM meant to be a mom and it will happen somehow. Then times like these happen... I find out a good friend is pregnant, my best friend is pregnant again, two other girls I know are pregnant and my sister in law just had a baby. I swear people all around me get pregnant just by thinking about it!!

I've never felt that I was meant to do anything in life except be a mother, so why is that so out of reach. Why do I not get that joy? 😞