Why does this have to happen?

Steph

Some days I am so upset with myself and the world that I don't wanna get out bed at all, my parents on the other hand don't really believe in depression and anxiety, so that makes me worse. On my "bad" days they'd tell me to get over it and move on, don't think about it and stuff, well it's hard not to think about it when your mind is constantly overthinking, (so to say)...I hate the feeling of being weak and having to fight really hard just to keep my parents happy. It sucks when all you wanna do is sleep and just chill out to clam yourself, I have to et up and do random stuff just so I don't get yelled at...i don't know if this made any sense but aye there's a long ass rant for ya :( thanks for reading....I'm sorry.