I have no friends

I have no friends not one I am a mother of 6 4 from a previous marriage that ended due to abuse and then 2 from my marriage now .. I'm a stay at home mom now and I feel alone im have sisters and stuff everyone bust with there lives but I am most def alone have not one friend my husband is pretty quiet and to himself he always home different from my x he will start to work 12 hour shifts soon and I will be home with the kids.. it's so lonley anyone else feel this way ..im grateful my husband helps support all kids and loves them afyer short time of us together hate feeling alone