After three days of bleeding my miscarriage was finally confirmed yesterday. My husband and I both were sad but we didn't couldn't cry.

Today I walked into smiths to buy milk and I had an emotional breakdown right there! I felt guilt and embarrassed I couldn't stop. I finally let it out.

I felt so bad trying to talk to my toddler about why mommy was sad.

Tonight as my husband and I laid in bed together talking and got intimate he stopped and told me he couldn't keep going...

I noticed in his voice he wasn't okay.

I hugged him and asked him what was wrong and he said all I can think about is the baby. We both started crying he said he was scared to lose anymore.

That he had to be strong because this was harder on me. I told him I'm so thankful he looks after me so much but I am looking out for him and I don't want him to hold it in.

Tomorrow a friend is having her baby shower at our house and we know it will be tough on us. We decide to make sure we take breaks. We are so nervous we don't want to ruin her baby shower. Should I warn her we are in a sensitive stage or just try our best?