I've been with my boyfriend for over 10 years. Of course I still love him but sometimes I catch myself wondering how life would be if I was single. I feel like I'm just this old piece of furniture just sitting around. Our life is on fucking repeat! I love you, I love you too! Do we?! Where has the passion gone? If I were to get into another relationship does the same shit happen. New shit gets old right?! Is this how every long term relationship work? Does everyone keep their true feelings to themselves and act like everything is perfect?! Fuck!

Our sex sucks, our communication sucks. This relationship is boring. I feel stuck because we have a kid together. I don't want to be the blame for fucking up our daughters life.