6 months later and I'm still grieving like it happened yesterday

I lost my baby at the end of January. I went to the hospital at 10 am for severe stomach pain. I was supposed to be 8 weeks at that point. But Baby Keeton Never made their way to attaching to me, so baby stopped developing at week #4. When I found out at the hospital about my baby, my heart was shattered. It killed me more when I looked over at my boyfriend to see a single tear rolling down his cheek as he stared at the white tile floor. I cried endlessly for weeks. And I still cry everyday. It breaks me down all over again each time I think about it. It's always like it just happened. And my bf hurts. he understands because it was his baby too. But he can't help. I see how helpless he feels by the looks on his face when he holds me as I sob once again over our lost little angel that never got to be. He's not unsympathetic or anything like that, he simply just doesn't I now how to help me to feel better. I don't think he could if he tries every last thing on the planet. And I can't blame him for that because I can't even make me feel better. Ladies, I could for sure use some coping tips and tricks if you have any up you sleeves. For couples who have also miscarried- What was the hardest part of accepting the miscarriage for the man? What are some things your wives did or said that helped to comfort you?