Today has been a real SHIT Monday

Just need to vent. Woke up this morning to the start of AF spotting after my 9th month trying. My acne has been acting up more lately than when I was a high school freshman. Went downstairs to take a shower and the water was cold. Turns out my water heater took a shit! Ugh! We can't ever get ahead...I just feel like little by little I'm getting the life sucked out of me and becoming depressed. Whenever I start to feel happy again something happens and takes it all away. I know I have a lot to be thankful for so this seems selfish but damn. I'm always going out of my way to help people yet no one can ever help me in return.