O.C.D

So I know I'm a teenager and we are hormonal at times, but it's been hard because over a year ago I was diagnosed with O.C.D, along side with bad anger issues. I'm a Christian and I try my best every day to stay optimistic and happy, but it's hard when my siblings just don't get how hard it is. A few times I thought about really bad things and I'm not even depressed. A couple of times I cried myself to sleep. But I can't say I'm not doing better because I am. I am much more happier but I'm still frustrated about these things in my life.