A lot of my posts are complaining about TTC for 2 years and not having any luck. Well now I'm here saying it's still not fair...for any of us! It's not fair that you have to feel so excited that your period is late by one day to test and get a BFN again and again. It's not fair that you have to worry every time you feel cramping and you don't know what it means and pry that it's not going to be AF knocking on the door. It's not fair that every time you go pee you're afraid to wipe because you are afraid to see blood and cry or feel depressed because you thought for sure it would be this time. Not fair that when you finally do get a BFP you loose it 3 weeks later and you literally can't feel anything but sadness and disappoint. Not fair that you just loose all hope for your body to be capable of carrying a baby. It's just not fair anymore!