need a non judgmental yet honest opinion

hey ladies. So yesterday I took a trip 3 states over to see a guy I have been seeing on and off for a year...I planned this trip with him about 3 weeks ago and we have been talking about our plans while I was there and how excited we both were. So I arrived at his house yesterday at 10pm after traveling for 12+ hours...layovers...2 planes...trips to the airport etc. This morning he tells me he isn't feeling well... he has a sore throat and he feels feintish and he said he doesn't want to be around anyone so he sent me on a flight back home today.. .. I'm angry....speechless....confused and most of all I feel like such a joke because I wasted all of this time...thought? opinions? What to do?