Bitter Sweet


I have been trying to conceive for around a year now with no luck and my little sister has just told me that she is going to stop using contraception. I would love for her to have a baby and I would never want anyone else to struggle to conceive but I cant help but feel jealous / annoyed / sad etc. I dont even know the point in this post but I feel I cant speak to anyone else as I feel awful for feeling how im feeling xx