SHOCKED

I tried about 7 months for a baby.. cried every cycle I wasn’t.. now I’m 19 weeks pregnant, I find out what I’m having next week & I STILL can’t believe I’m pregnant! My tummy’s getting big & it’s talked about all day at home & work because so many people are excited for me.. but it feels like deep inside I’m lying or something because it’s so unreal. Crazy to think my body is making a baby!!! Like how the hell lol idk. Am I the only one?