I swear I bby sit SO MUCH. I have kids at my house SO MUCH. and I get it i love my God kids and my friends kids love them to pieces!!! and I'm a college student so I can help my friends out while they work and I do my summer courses online. that's cool i love them i dont mind them at my house. BUT! Lord please can I just have a baby of my own to grow and hold and love and not have to send home every day! I want my own babies to fill up my house!! is that wrong of me to think that way?