So I'm from the U.K. But I'm wanting to connect with ladies who have lost a baby too, just want to know that what I'm feeling is normal. Scared I won't ever be happy again after losing my little boy, I don't think the pain will ever get better. He was my firstborn baby and I'm struggling to carry on without him. All I've ever dreamt of was to become a mummy as I have so much love to give to a little one and it breaks my heart I can't raise my little boy the way I should be 😢 he truly is my whole world and always will be 🌟 I feel so much for you all for going through a loss, this is no club any parent should be apart of!!