Update on cheating/depressed husband

So anyone who's following knows what a struggle this pregnancy has been because my husband pretended to be great to trick me into having another baby (he wanted a son) when in reality his depression was worsening and he was suicidal (something that hadn't come up previously). Things got bad after I was pregnant. He stopped any and all affection and though his anger and mood swings were better and his communication was better (treatment with meds), something was still amiss. Well I found out he cheated on me. So we are going to go to counseling. He's also going to get help. He broke it off with the other chick blah blah blah. But this am he told me again that I'm not attractive (mind you I'm nearly 7 months pregnant and a big girl anyway). He made me feel awful. And for some reason, I looked in the mirror today and felt beautiful. So I reminded him of that. I sent him a selfie and I sent him a pic I took for him 6 months ago. One he thought was damn fine. I'll post it here since I'm not really showing anything. Then I told him "you get this at home. Water your own grass. Make me happy and I make you happy. It takes two. But right now you can make yourself happy because you have some rebuilding to do before you get this back." Ha! Not sure if my confidence boost will last, but for the first time in my life I'm feeling myself. No idea why. I'd have never posted this pic before. I'd be much too shy. But you know what, f**k it. This mom can be hot too. Weight and all. What do you think? Can commitment still be hot? It's been 10 years and I still feel like I can be hot. Just needed to remind myself. #confidence