Why hormones!!??Iam so sad😭

Oh my gosh I can't stop crying Iam 9 weeks pregnant and looking through my 1 yo baby pictures and I feel like the time went by so fast !! 😭😭I feel like just yesterday I was rushing to the hospital ready to meet him and now he's walking saying words being mean to mommy going through the terrible twos so early all I want is for him to be my little baby again and fall asleep in my arms and just not grow up I didn't realize until now how time flew right by and now he is gonna be a big brother I honestly was never shown what love was growing up so when I found I was pregnant I was so afraid to love another life as much as my own and now that I have him I don't want nothing else but to protect and love my child for as long I can ugh iam so crying while typing this ... my little baby !