Sending love to you ...

After a long day of work.. I laid on my bed and I was reading some of your posts... all I want to say to you is: I'm sorry to see that some of you are going through hard times, makes me very sad that some of you girls out there have been hurt by someone you love 😔 , that some of you are dealing with your weight and stuff, when in reality, if you open your eyes, you will see that you are beautiful just the way you are, you are stronger than you think, and I want you to realize that you are not alone, you just need to kick out all the negative in your life,

And trust me it always gets better! 👌🏼We all go through hard times, I have a heart condition and I'm almost 30, doctors say I won't get pass that, but I will prove them wrong! I regret being sad in a corner in the past and hiding for soo long, missing out on something amazing called life. Don't take this the wrong way, its just a message from someone who has had it bad in the past and now that I see life is not as hard as we think... I feel like I'm running out of time, I still want to do many many things that I don't think I will be able to achieve all my goals and dreams...

but not everything is sad and depressing, it makes me very happy for the ones who are getting married, who got recently proposed, the ones who are expecting a baby 😍 I smile and think how lucky they are and feel very excited lol ,and I wish you all the love in the world!

I want to tell my story but too shy to speak in front of an audience :/ (very bad stage fright) my bf often reminds me I should have a YouTube channel to inspire people and stuff... (heart condition related) Iol i keep deleting the videos I record, too shy. Anyways...

I hope you have sweet dreams where ever you are ❤️