What's abortion like? Can a baby feel it?

I'm going to be 13 weeks when I get my abortion, that's if I go through with it as I know it's the best thing todo but really struggling.

How will they do it to me at 13 weeks? Will it hurt? Will my baby know about it? Will they make me see the baby or the scan?

I just want it to be the quickest way possible. I would rather I'm in awful awful pain and the baby not feel a single thing 😭😭 please be as honest and as brutal as you want as I need the truth!