so I'm 13 weeks. me and my significant other which is a male had a very terrible break up. he violated me sexually physically and emotionally. I have always had an attraction to females and have hooked up with a few. now I'm sure that I want to pursue a same-sex relationship. I feel horrible for even thinking of sharing my body with someone while pregnant even if they are the same sex so I will wait. it's very lonely and very unfair that I have to question my own happiness due to what someone else will say about my parenting skills. As if this wasn't a hard enough time now I feel like I might have to sacrifice my desires for my kid. Just a rant. .