I'm not supposed to take my anxiety medication due to the pregnancy. I've been on and off them for awhile now and the only way to cope with this is through alcohol and weed, but my drs don't want me doing that either. My anxiety has increased ten fold and I have done nothing but cry all the time and get really angry, I'm not sleeping or eating much anymore. It's gotta to the point where I started cutting again and I haven't done that in a few months. I honestly thinking about an abortion. I don't know what to do because I fear I'll end up trying to kill myself again, because I'm not being treated right now, but I really want this baby. If anyone could give me support and suggestions on ways to decrease my anxiety?