I'm seven months pregnant 🤰🏾.. my pregnancy has been fairly easy .. minus the throwing up .. my extreme ugliness .. the boredom .. other than that it has been cool .. i have no one to talk to but my husband who works 18 hours a day so i can go to school and be a house wife .. i thank him so much because he is my best friend and i literally tell him EVERYTHING even when he don't want to hear it .. i tell him anyway .. well for the last year my husband and i been trying to get pregnant so in the year 2016 we got pregnant four times and all the babies passed.. so my new years resolution was to focus on school and working but i guess GOD had other plans .. so me been me i decided not to tell anyone i was pregnant and it was working but i was so bored and tired of keeping this secret but i didn't want jinxes myself and miscarry again .. but one day my husband notice that a pregnancy test was missing but i played it off .. then a couple weeks later he ask me why i didn't have my period yet and i told him i did last week you even gave me a pad .. it was a lie .. but he went for it so i ended up taking another pregnancy test because i was ten weeks and still wasn't believing it.. he found it and was extremely happy 😊.. i didn't tell my mother till mother's day.. she seemed happy 😊.. i was super happy but no one else knew .. my big sister was suppose to be my best friend and be there for me .. i felt as if everyone should be here for me .. my husband and i was finally having a baby and it was a huge deal .. so i thought .. july 4 i told my mother's side .. and weeks after i told some of my dad side and some close friends .. some was extremely happy others was just ok with it .. my mother and sister was suppose to throw me a baby shower in sep but that got cancel because now my SISTER IS PREGNANT 😭😭😩😒.. i knew something was off with her because she keep laying around and she took her birth control out .. but it was my time to SHINE .. it was my time to GLOW and be a happy wife and FINALLY A MOTHER .. my mother and sister cancel everything my baby shower .. my gender reveal .. EVERYTHING .. i was pissed but i played it off .. i already been super stressed my whole pregnancy because i got super fat .. throwing up sucks .. i have no friends .. literally no friends .. everyone in my family already has five or more kids .. i never see my husband unless he sleeping because he works hard .. the only joy that come from pregnancy is my baby girl .. but let's go back to the story .. so my bby sister leah was home from college and needed her hair done .. school clothes .. money .. etc .. so my husband and i took our daughters money and gave it to my lil sister i even did her hair which took my 18 to do and i'm pregnant.. so my lil sis dad works for boen building planes ✈️ so yea he gets paid and i ask my lil sis could her friend take her to get the money from her dad and she started going off on me like this and that and i only ask her a fucking question i was pissed and my mother stand right there and didn't say anything .. after we gave her our daughter money and our baby doesn't have anything i feel so stupid ugh 😑.. then my big sister who is pregnant AGAIN she plays so sick in front of ppl but when we are together she is laughing and driving extremely fast and dangerous.. i just found it hard to believe this is my family .. on top of that my husband twin brother blocked me on fb because i told him he couldn't stay at our house because he is married and he needs to go home he was trying invite other women over our house to hook up with and i wasn't having that he told my husband that i was negative and that i didn't like him .. no i don't want you sleeping with other women in my home when your MARRIED .. i have just been extremely stressed and decided to go off on everyone on fb .. i blocked everyone numbers and just been in the dark for the past far days .. i cried to my husband lastnight but i'm still upset about everything.. with no female friends nor sisters to talk to i'm becoming extremely DEPRESSED 🗣🗣‼️