Having his baby & he still don't want me..

For 2 1/2 years I've been seeing a guy on & off.. & I ended up pregnant(while oh bc) .. currently 8weeks. When I first told him he made it seem like we would work things out.. & then he decides to tell me he just told me that so I wouldn't get an abortion.. & that he doesn't want a relationship.. but to know he's going to be a dad to our baby & be there.. it hurts, even thought I had always been fine with the on & off 'relationship' we had before & not like it was planned.. but I thought maybe this had happened for a reason.. & we could be together & be a family..

Maybe it's just my hormones making me a weak bitch right now.. but I'm so heart broken..